This is somewhere I can go to just let go. write everything I think & feel, without letting out my identity and being judged. I'm not the perfect girl everyone thinks and wants me to be, i'm suprisingly the exact oppostie.sleep;
going to bed, update sometime in the near future ;D
when you want something in life, all you have to do is reach out and grab it
so i’m gonna start with whats been up.
you’re supposed to be my best friend. you know how in love I am with him. you know every little detail about our relationship, & you know how lost I would be without him. but somewhere, I know you love him too. & not just as a friend. I mean, he’s my guy. you’re not supposed to fall for your bestfriends guy. you flirt, call him when I’m not with you, invite him to hangout, even when I’m not there, and you talk about him alot - maybe even more than I do. He know’s you like him too. He would never do anything with you. He said it himself. If it werent for me, he would of never even known you. So why can’t you just be happy knowing him? but no. You have to fall for him, even though me & him have been together for 8 months? My trust in you, is a little different on this situation. You might just be getting me back because of what your ex did to you. Who knows? All I know, is my boyfriend, is mine. & I don’t want you to ruin our friendship over some silly little feelings, that would never turn into anything anyways. so cut the shit please, and remember who your bestfriend is - and what’s already hers!<3
everyone expects so much.
define; perfect friends, perfect boyfriend, perfect parents, perfect everything. well everyone would say me. but actually, my friends are fake, my boyfriends a lying cheating asshole. my parents put on a happy act when people are around, and my when everything’s else isn’t that great, how can you have a perfect lifestyle? this is what everyone expects out of me; the girl who can’t be brought down. she doesnt care if her friends backstabb her, and she doesnt care if her parents fight all the time, and she doesnt care if her boyfriends out messing with other chicks, wanna know why? because her life’s perfect. but really, in real life reality, my life is opposite of perfect. thats why i’m coming here. I can post whatever I want without being judged, or called out on - ‘look she actually has imperfections!’. This is what’s so great about tumblr. no one has to know about anything (;
